Funny you take quizes may it be facebook or google search results for QUIZES online FREE quizes, when you A: Bored B: cant sleep C: passed along by freind, So i took a quiz yes I did, and well look at what it says WHO WER YOU IN YOUR PAST ? who AM I NOW lol funny we can hardly seem to get an answer for that question yest WE ALL can get an answer for the PAST life of ours lol, soon we will take a quiz that says WHO WILL YOU BE NEXT! gosh imagine that, you will be a gangster a rapist? a hor? a goldigger, you will sleep with 350 men and die of aids lol okay not so funny, but isnt it soemthing how we tend to NEED to know everything? Gosh why cant we just live? JUST SIMPLY LIVE? why do we ALWAYS need answers ? Answers to Breakups? answers to actions Answers to determine why were the way we are, Is it 2009 and thats how it is? EVERYTHING is answered? and made THAT much more complicated? do we look for answers to make our lives better or to relieve ourselfs? like ANSWER: " you are the way you are because you dont have a father " "Ohhhh okaaaaay so then its okay to be a messed up and abusive towards men or others or to be premiscous? cus THEY said it.. I got the Answer!!! lol, well im just going on and on over sillyness but here is MY ANSWER to WHO WERE YOU ,
Who i was in my past life????
Poet You were quite the introverted one, misunderstood and alone in your thoughts. You would stay up to three o clock in the morning with your pen, sharing your dreams and losses with your beloved journal. Your poems were inspiring mostly to your love interests. Your words were your weapon...weapon of love, that is.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
A song that makes me close my eyes and dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 at 11:42pm Edit Note Delete
you listen to songs, and they go away after a few moments, but some stay, some make you skip some make you wrap your own arms around youreslf and hug yourself... some make ou close your eyes and dream.... just dream..... where theres nothing but you and that dream, anything you make it be, its yours, your moment... your love your happyness, and maybe even our tear.....I close my eyes and smile and see a future a past and a present.... all the happyness is there all the love....all the skys are painted with colours i love the rain is falling into my hands and its warmth makes me dance.... the mountians are filled with snow thats so soft that you can blow on it and it starts to fly through out the air...... theres warmth and cold theres laughter and tears.... but it all fits..... im walking im running im skipping im floating..... in my dream is this voice... thats seems so pure...and gentle ..... this song is my dream in its reality.... all the darkness that ive feared is lifted ....the clouds are sperated ... the fears are my strength.... and im just beautiful, no flaws no anger no hate.... no wrongs.... and as im passing throughout this dream... a man stands in the distance and i curiously go towards him... this voice calls for me.... so calm and peacful..... he runs towards me, through the fields of red yellow geen and brown and purple and blues.... we make it closer and our hearts mealt ....right in that moment.....he takes me in his arms and swings me through the suns rays....... and we stop and smile at eachother...... we fall to the ground and lay there with not a thought only this dream.... this is the song that makes me Close my eyes and Dream..... Love Chella
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Maddham Maddham Teri Gili Hansi Beloved, Your Laughter Is Fluid And Soft
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Sunke Hamne Saari Pi Li Hansi When I Heard It, My Love, I Drank Up All The Laughter
Hansti Rahe Tuu Hansti Rahe Hayaa Ki Laali Khilti Rahe Keep Laughing, Keep Laughing! May Your Blushes Of Modesty Continue To Bloom
Zulf Ke Niche Gardan Pe Subah O Shaam Milti Rahe May Dusk And Dawn Continue To Meet Where Your Hair Slides Across Your Nape
Hansti Rahe Tuu Hansti Rahe Hayaa Ki Laali Khilti Rahe Keep Laughing, Keep Laughing! May Your Blushes Of Modesty Continue To Bloom
Zulf Ke Niche Gardan Pe Subah O Shaam Milke Rahe May Dusk And Dawn Continue To Meet Where Your Hair Slides Across Your Nape
Saundhi Si Hansi Teri Khilti Rahe Milti Rahe May Your Perfumed Laughter Continue To Bloom
Pili Dhuup Pahanke Tum Dekho Baag Mein Mat Jaana When You Dress In Yellow Sunshine, Look, Don't Go Into The Garden!
Bhanvare Tum Ko Sab Chherenge Phuulon Mein Mat Jaana All The Bees Will Harass You; Don't Go Out Amidst The Flowers!
Maddham Maddham Hans De Phir Se Laugh Again For Me, Softly;
Sona Sona Phir Se Hans De Give Me Another Beautiful Laugh
Taaza Gire Patte Ki Tarah Sabze Laan Par Lete Huye Lying On The Lawn Like Freshly Fallen Leaves,
Saat Rang Hain Bahaaron Ke Ek Adaa Mein Lapete Huye You Are Seven Shades Of Spring, All Rolled Up In One Fashion:
Saawan Baadal Saare Tum Se The Rain, The Clouds, It's All From You
Mausam Mausam Hanste Rahana Keep Laughing, Season To Season;Maddham Maddham Hanste Rahana Leep Laughing Softly
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Maddham Maddham Teri Gili Hansi Beloved, Your Laughter Is Fluid And Soft
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Sunke Hamne Saari Pi Li Hansi Hearing It, My Love, I Drank Up All Your Laughter
Kabhi Nile Aasmaan Pe Chalo Ghuumne Chalen Ham Come Wander Sometime With Me Through The Blue Sky
Koi Abr Mil Gaya To Zamin Pe Baras Len Ham If We Meet A Cloud, We'll Be Rained Back To Earth
Teri Baali Hil Gayi Hai Your Earring Sways:
Kabhi Shab Chamak Uthi Hai Somewhere Night Falls, Glittering;Kabhi Shaam
Khil Gayi Hai Somewhere The Evening Blooms
Tere Baalon Ki Panaah Mein Ho Yeh Siyaah Raat Guzare I'll Pass This Black Night In The Refuge Of Your Hair
Teri Kaali Kaali Aankhen Koi Ujali Baat Utare Some Brilliant Thought Passes Through Your Black, Black Eyes
Teri Ek Hansi Ke Badale Meri Yeh Zamin Le Le In Exchange For One Laugh Of Yours, Take This Earth Of Mine;
Mera Aasmaan Le Le Take My Sky
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Maddham Maddham Teri Gili Hansi Beloved, Your Laughter Is Fluid And Soft
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Sunke Hamne Saari Pi Li Hansi Hearing It, My Love, I Drank Up All Your Laughter
Barf Giri Ho Vaadi Mein Un Mein Lipti Simti Hu'i If Snow Fell In The Valley, Wrapping And Enclosing Everything,
Barf Giri Ho Vaadi Mein Aur Hansi Tere Guunje If Snow Fell In The Valley, And Your Laughter Rang Out,
Un Mein Lipti Simti Huyi Vaat Kare Dhu'aan Nikle The Wind Would Blow And Bring Forth Smoke:
Garam Garam Ujala Dhuaan Warm, Warm, Bright Smoke,
Naram Naram Ujala Dhuaan Soft, Soft, White Smoke
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 at 11:42pm Edit Note Delete
you listen to songs, and they go away after a few moments, but some stay, some make you skip some make you wrap your own arms around youreslf and hug yourself... some make ou close your eyes and dream.... just dream..... where theres nothing but you and that dream, anything you make it be, its yours, your moment... your love your happyness, and maybe even our tear.....I close my eyes and smile and see a future a past and a present.... all the happyness is there all the love....all the skys are painted with colours i love the rain is falling into my hands and its warmth makes me dance.... the mountians are filled with snow thats so soft that you can blow on it and it starts to fly through out the air...... theres warmth and cold theres laughter and tears.... but it all fits..... im walking im running im skipping im floating..... in my dream is this voice... thats seems so pure...and gentle ..... this song is my dream in its reality.... all the darkness that ive feared is lifted ....the clouds are sperated ... the fears are my strength.... and im just beautiful, no flaws no anger no hate.... no wrongs.... and as im passing throughout this dream... a man stands in the distance and i curiously go towards him... this voice calls for me.... so calm and peacful..... he runs towards me, through the fields of red yellow geen and brown and purple and blues.... we make it closer and our hearts mealt ....right in that moment.....he takes me in his arms and swings me through the suns rays....... and we stop and smile at eachother...... we fall to the ground and lay there with not a thought only this dream.... this is the song that makes me Close my eyes and Dream..... Love Chella
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Maddham Maddham Teri Gili Hansi Beloved, Your Laughter Is Fluid And Soft
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Sunke Hamne Saari Pi Li Hansi When I Heard It, My Love, I Drank Up All The Laughter
Hansti Rahe Tuu Hansti Rahe Hayaa Ki Laali Khilti Rahe Keep Laughing, Keep Laughing! May Your Blushes Of Modesty Continue To Bloom
Zulf Ke Niche Gardan Pe Subah O Shaam Milti Rahe May Dusk And Dawn Continue To Meet Where Your Hair Slides Across Your Nape
Hansti Rahe Tuu Hansti Rahe Hayaa Ki Laali Khilti Rahe Keep Laughing, Keep Laughing! May Your Blushes Of Modesty Continue To Bloom
Zulf Ke Niche Gardan Pe Subah O Shaam Milke Rahe May Dusk And Dawn Continue To Meet Where Your Hair Slides Across Your Nape
Saundhi Si Hansi Teri Khilti Rahe Milti Rahe May Your Perfumed Laughter Continue To Bloom
Pili Dhuup Pahanke Tum Dekho Baag Mein Mat Jaana When You Dress In Yellow Sunshine, Look, Don't Go Into The Garden!
Bhanvare Tum Ko Sab Chherenge Phuulon Mein Mat Jaana All The Bees Will Harass You; Don't Go Out Amidst The Flowers!
Maddham Maddham Hans De Phir Se Laugh Again For Me, Softly;
Sona Sona Phir Se Hans De Give Me Another Beautiful Laugh
Taaza Gire Patte Ki Tarah Sabze Laan Par Lete Huye Lying On The Lawn Like Freshly Fallen Leaves,
Saat Rang Hain Bahaaron Ke Ek Adaa Mein Lapete Huye You Are Seven Shades Of Spring, All Rolled Up In One Fashion:
Saawan Baadal Saare Tum Se The Rain, The Clouds, It's All From You
Mausam Mausam Hanste Rahana Keep Laughing, Season To Season;Maddham Maddham Hanste Rahana Leep Laughing Softly
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Maddham Maddham Teri Gili Hansi Beloved, Your Laughter Is Fluid And Soft
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Sunke Hamne Saari Pi Li Hansi Hearing It, My Love, I Drank Up All Your Laughter
Kabhi Nile Aasmaan Pe Chalo Ghuumne Chalen Ham Come Wander Sometime With Me Through The Blue Sky
Koi Abr Mil Gaya To Zamin Pe Baras Len Ham If We Meet A Cloud, We'll Be Rained Back To Earth
Teri Baali Hil Gayi Hai Your Earring Sways:
Kabhi Shab Chamak Uthi Hai Somewhere Night Falls, Glittering;Kabhi Shaam
Khil Gayi Hai Somewhere The Evening Blooms
Tere Baalon Ki Panaah Mein Ho Yeh Siyaah Raat Guzare I'll Pass This Black Night In The Refuge Of Your Hair
Teri Kaali Kaali Aankhen Koi Ujali Baat Utare Some Brilliant Thought Passes Through Your Black, Black Eyes
Teri Ek Hansi Ke Badale Meri Yeh Zamin Le Le In Exchange For One Laugh Of Yours, Take This Earth Of Mine;
Mera Aasmaan Le Le Take My Sky
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Maddham Maddham Teri Gili Hansi Beloved, Your Laughter Is Fluid And Soft
Saathiyaa Saathiyaa Sunke Hamne Saari Pi Li Hansi Hearing It, My Love, I Drank Up All Your Laughter
Barf Giri Ho Vaadi Mein Un Mein Lipti Simti Hu'i If Snow Fell In The Valley, Wrapping And Enclosing Everything,
Barf Giri Ho Vaadi Mein Aur Hansi Tere Guunje If Snow Fell In The Valley, And Your Laughter Rang Out,
Un Mein Lipti Simti Huyi Vaat Kare Dhu'aan Nikle The Wind Would Blow And Bring Forth Smoke:
Garam Garam Ujala Dhuaan Warm, Warm, Bright Smoke,
Naram Naram Ujala Dhuaan Soft, Soft, White Smoke
Just Whatever...
Just whatever....
Sunday, September 21, 2008 at 11:53am
Okay so i woke up this morning and i was like WHAT THE HELL????? pretty random, but i flipped around in my bed for a while, i looked at my wall which is full of flowers and cards and pictures.... Yes some were of boys some of girls... flowers from exes flowers from family and friends cards from past loves and family..... Then i stared and stared..... and i started too think... WHAT THE HELL.... what the hell meaning what is this life????? Are we soooooooooooooooo intoxicated by songs that sing too us that YOUVE BECOME MY ADDICTION??????? its all because of you.... or songs that sing if i cant have you i dont want no body baby...... or kiss me like youll never see me again... are we living out the lyrics to these songs, are we REALLY IN LOVE???? or infatuated or just in love with the IDEA or image of love.....I think maybe we are so clouded by sngs ESPECIALY HINDI!!!!! that tell us that when my hand is in yours the entire world is in my hand!!!!! or my entire life is of belonging too you with out you im breathless.... NOW seriously how many pl out there SERIOUSLY guys are actually BREATHLESS!!!!! are you? then mr or miss breathless how is it that you can wake up and go on in your life? go dancing? drinking.... laugh....... dress up nicely? socialize... and then the best part of it all...... meet someone new? isnt it true that if i cant have you in my life i am lifeless.....Hmmmmmm now whats wrong here? Is it just the song that was breathless...... or was your breath taken away by ONLY the song????? I mean dont get me wrong there were hundreds of times in my life that ive heard songs and thought IT WAS THE END FOR ME!!!!!! Love..... what have we made of it....A JOKE!!!!! a mockery..... an act of adulltry..... weve defamed all the great loves from before our time.... weve given it a name of shame...weve shared it after drinking all of the night away.... weve shared it out of greed...anger... jelousy....weve shared it out of stupidity....competition.... weve shared it after spending a night with friends shaking our butts and meeting eyes and saying hey baby want a drink.... yeah... lets have shooters .... oh im so drunk lets go SHARE LOVE!!!! lol.... wow im so impressed by PYAR love....haa ha haaa..... Love.....I love you ill die for you.... i swear....Oh ummmm i love you ill die for you2 months later.....New boy new girl... I LOVE YOU I SWEAR ILL DIE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell?????So is it just songs that hype us about love! or have we totaly de famed it destroyed it.... I think we have...... So after i looked at the pictures on my wall... I asked... did this person even love me or love the idea of loving me.... the fact that it wasnt allowed... that fact that our relationship may have reflected a past love story... of what was never allowed but would be FOUGHT FOR!!!!... hmmmmm... would have he really? would he pull out his sword and fight the world for me? would we walk through the deserts with only our love to feed us and quennch our thirst.... would we travel to different villages hiding our relationship and meet lovely ppl that would feed us whiskey too celebrate and then start dancing and singing....hmmmmmm Love or just a song, you tell me......Closing note,I swear im not sure if love is true anymore or ive lived it only through songs....and are trying too bring that fantasy too life.... Because if you look at the acts of love nowdays it seems like a HUGE joke too me....its about money, beauty, fame.... caste.....alcohol.....status.....conveniance....fun.....cheatng ,,,,lying....betrayal....false feelings....I guess a beautiful girl has stolen away my heart with one glance nowadays means i was hammerd at a bar i saw a slutty buzzed girl and i was horny so we hooked up LOL..... wowAnd without your vision i am blind too the entire world means.... i met this guy and i couldnt control myself so i slept with him, i didnt see your image i was blinded too you... but i saw him?????Okay thats it... so WHAT THE HELL.... means WHAT THE HELL....I guess we look at past lovers and say wow...were sooooo lucky too be in this year not the one they were in, because now we have so much freedom in love, So we say were so lucky and they were so unlucky for what they had too go through, but you know what, i think if the past lovers were looking down on us they would say... WOW what is wrong with these ppl, havent we tought them anything about love??? the truth of love the meaning? the actions.... we have sacrificed our lives for the name of love and these NEW AGE ppl cant even sacrifice a second??? we thought WE were unlucky but i think these new ppl are the unlucky ones becasue they never will understand the TRUE meaning of love! and what its made of...... In my heart i believe that weve taken the most imortant thing in this world in our lives and made it the last thing that matters too us... weve replaced it with so many other things that have no meaning in life, only for a moment.... we take being educated being popular rich... pretty.... being like someone else and losing ourselves just too fit in... we take all the other sins of life and put that before love....I honestly bow down to those that kept the value of love greater than anything... may it be the love for family, or friends or religion... I honestly bow down too you, not cutting your hair, for the love of soemthing, not showing your face for the love of soemthing, not eating for a month for the love of something, not eating pork...beef....meat... for the love of something, waking up at 5 or 4 am too do prayers for the love of something, giving up popularity, looks...style for the love of something.....wearing garments for the love of something......volunteering over seas for the love of something! Just love.... anyone thats okay stupid as this may sound KEPT IT REAL......its so hard nowdays too say something to someone and have them believe you...... because love i think doesnt exist anymore... or is very hidden......I truly wish i could go back in time and live in a time when things were more simple...because then the lyrics from a song today would be the words from someone who truly loved me....
Sunday, September 21, 2008 at 11:53am
Okay so i woke up this morning and i was like WHAT THE HELL????? pretty random, but i flipped around in my bed for a while, i looked at my wall which is full of flowers and cards and pictures.... Yes some were of boys some of girls... flowers from exes flowers from family and friends cards from past loves and family..... Then i stared and stared..... and i started too think... WHAT THE HELL.... what the hell meaning what is this life????? Are we soooooooooooooooo intoxicated by songs that sing too us that YOUVE BECOME MY ADDICTION??????? its all because of you.... or songs that sing if i cant have you i dont want no body baby...... or kiss me like youll never see me again... are we living out the lyrics to these songs, are we REALLY IN LOVE???? or infatuated or just in love with the IDEA or image of love.....I think maybe we are so clouded by sngs ESPECIALY HINDI!!!!! that tell us that when my hand is in yours the entire world is in my hand!!!!! or my entire life is of belonging too you with out you im breathless.... NOW seriously how many pl out there SERIOUSLY guys are actually BREATHLESS!!!!! are you? then mr or miss breathless how is it that you can wake up and go on in your life? go dancing? drinking.... laugh....... dress up nicely? socialize... and then the best part of it all...... meet someone new? isnt it true that if i cant have you in my life i am lifeless.....Hmmmmmm now whats wrong here? Is it just the song that was breathless...... or was your breath taken away by ONLY the song????? I mean dont get me wrong there were hundreds of times in my life that ive heard songs and thought IT WAS THE END FOR ME!!!!!! Love..... what have we made of it....A JOKE!!!!! a mockery..... an act of adulltry..... weve defamed all the great loves from before our time.... weve given it a name of shame...weve shared it after drinking all of the night away.... weve shared it out of greed...anger... jelousy....weve shared it out of stupidity....competition.... weve shared it after spending a night with friends shaking our butts and meeting eyes and saying hey baby want a drink.... yeah... lets have shooters .... oh im so drunk lets go SHARE LOVE!!!! lol.... wow im so impressed by PYAR love....haa ha haaa..... Love.....I love you ill die for you.... i swear....Oh ummmm i love you ill die for you2 months later.....New boy new girl... I LOVE YOU I SWEAR ILL DIE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell?????So is it just songs that hype us about love! or have we totaly de famed it destroyed it.... I think we have...... So after i looked at the pictures on my wall... I asked... did this person even love me or love the idea of loving me.... the fact that it wasnt allowed... that fact that our relationship may have reflected a past love story... of what was never allowed but would be FOUGHT FOR!!!!... hmmmmm... would have he really? would he pull out his sword and fight the world for me? would we walk through the deserts with only our love to feed us and quennch our thirst.... would we travel to different villages hiding our relationship and meet lovely ppl that would feed us whiskey too celebrate and then start dancing and singing....hmmmmmm Love or just a song, you tell me......Closing note,I swear im not sure if love is true anymore or ive lived it only through songs....and are trying too bring that fantasy too life.... Because if you look at the acts of love nowdays it seems like a HUGE joke too me....its about money, beauty, fame.... caste.....alcohol.....status.....conveniance....fun.....cheatng ,,,,lying....betrayal....false feelings....I guess a beautiful girl has stolen away my heart with one glance nowadays means i was hammerd at a bar i saw a slutty buzzed girl and i was horny so we hooked up LOL..... wowAnd without your vision i am blind too the entire world means.... i met this guy and i couldnt control myself so i slept with him, i didnt see your image i was blinded too you... but i saw him?????Okay thats it... so WHAT THE HELL.... means WHAT THE HELL....I guess we look at past lovers and say wow...were sooooo lucky too be in this year not the one they were in, because now we have so much freedom in love, So we say were so lucky and they were so unlucky for what they had too go through, but you know what, i think if the past lovers were looking down on us they would say... WOW what is wrong with these ppl, havent we tought them anything about love??? the truth of love the meaning? the actions.... we have sacrificed our lives for the name of love and these NEW AGE ppl cant even sacrifice a second??? we thought WE were unlucky but i think these new ppl are the unlucky ones becasue they never will understand the TRUE meaning of love! and what its made of...... In my heart i believe that weve taken the most imortant thing in this world in our lives and made it the last thing that matters too us... weve replaced it with so many other things that have no meaning in life, only for a moment.... we take being educated being popular rich... pretty.... being like someone else and losing ourselves just too fit in... we take all the other sins of life and put that before love....I honestly bow down to those that kept the value of love greater than anything... may it be the love for family, or friends or religion... I honestly bow down too you, not cutting your hair, for the love of soemthing, not showing your face for the love of soemthing, not eating for a month for the love of something, not eating pork...beef....meat... for the love of something, waking up at 5 or 4 am too do prayers for the love of something, giving up popularity, looks...style for the love of something.....wearing garments for the love of something......volunteering over seas for the love of something! Just love.... anyone thats okay stupid as this may sound KEPT IT REAL......its so hard nowdays too say something to someone and have them believe you...... because love i think doesnt exist anymore... or is very hidden......I truly wish i could go back in time and live in a time when things were more simple...because then the lyrics from a song today would be the words from someone who truly loved me....
What To Do
What to do.......
Monday, March 19, 2007 at 10:25pm
Here is my first note, read it or dont that is a choice u can make , my note is about love, i know those of you whom know me are saying HERE GOES CHELLA,,,,,,,,,, well then here i go.............................My note is that love can make you change your life, when u lay awake and cannot sleep because someone is runnin through out your mind though you say stop he/she just runs through the lights goes down the wrong road then skips through the water falls, and jumps through the clouds, now stop you say but this person is going left right and centre, now stop you say but this person is playing in the fields picking at each flower catching each butter fly, and blowing kisses in the wind, now stop you say but this person begins too sing, a song that speaks only your name, only your eyes it finds only your lips it touches only your heart it seeks, now stop you say but then you realize you were never asleep, so a daydream you have had, are you so much in love? now stop you say and the love that you feel appears in front of you, and as you fall too the ground a hand reaches out and asks you too stop now for i am not only a dream i am also yours here .yesterday.today.tomorrow, always running in the fields of your mind, sitting on the tip of your tongue, and playing the beats in your heart...............Dont ever be without that one person that makes you say Stop............ because when you pass you take only your soul, and only in your soul is what your life was, and will alawys be...............
Monday, March 19, 2007 at 10:25pm
Here is my first note, read it or dont that is a choice u can make , my note is about love, i know those of you whom know me are saying HERE GOES CHELLA,,,,,,,,,, well then here i go.............................My note is that love can make you change your life, when u lay awake and cannot sleep because someone is runnin through out your mind though you say stop he/she just runs through the lights goes down the wrong road then skips through the water falls, and jumps through the clouds, now stop you say but this person is going left right and centre, now stop you say but this person is playing in the fields picking at each flower catching each butter fly, and blowing kisses in the wind, now stop you say but this person begins too sing, a song that speaks only your name, only your eyes it finds only your lips it touches only your heart it seeks, now stop you say but then you realize you were never asleep, so a daydream you have had, are you so much in love? now stop you say and the love that you feel appears in front of you, and as you fall too the ground a hand reaches out and asks you too stop now for i am not only a dream i am also yours here .yesterday.today.tomorrow, always running in the fields of your mind, sitting on the tip of your tongue, and playing the beats in your heart...............Dont ever be without that one person that makes you say Stop............ because when you pass you take only your soul, and only in your soul is what your life was, and will alawys be...............
Gone...
You can read this and think of a past Lover, father Mother sister brother Best friend anyone, what ran through the branches of this tree that seemed too be growing only to be chopped down ...and too be burried under the ground? how it is this life when u think u are living above or ontop but yet you will eventually go below it!
Gone
Sunday, November 4, 2007 at 1:21am
I called you today but there was no one on the other line.....I held out my hand but you werent there to take it......I blew you a kiss but you werent there to send it back....I looked up to find you but there was no one standing thereI fell down to the floor but you never caught meI screamed and yelled at you but you didnt fight backI reached out to touch you but only fealt nothingI cryed a thousand tears and you never caught one......I listend for your laugh but there was silenceI made your favorite meal but your plate sat emptyI ironed your shirt but not a wrinkle was foundI rushed home from work to kiss you goodnight but the bed was emptyI washed the floors but there werent any footprintsI danced to our song but the radio was silentI bought your favorite cologn but there wasnt a fragranceI sat and i waited but you still havent comeI said i was sorry so why wont you come.......I called you today so will you please comeI missed you today i need you to come.......How is this life.......that when you came i didnt stay...when you laughed i never heard it.when you cryed i let your tears fall.....when you held me i moved away......when you called my name out i never noticed.now here i am calling your name and need to hear you say mine......just once....i will always look up and see you standing there.just how you were....and in the wind is your voice with the breeze sways your smell....in the stars your eyes are shining..the rain carrys your tears.....the sun is your smile...the moon is your soul.....with the leaves fall your kisses....and in every tune beats your heart....
Gone
Sunday, November 4, 2007 at 1:21am
I called you today but there was no one on the other line.....I held out my hand but you werent there to take it......I blew you a kiss but you werent there to send it back....I looked up to find you but there was no one standing thereI fell down to the floor but you never caught meI screamed and yelled at you but you didnt fight backI reached out to touch you but only fealt nothingI cryed a thousand tears and you never caught one......I listend for your laugh but there was silenceI made your favorite meal but your plate sat emptyI ironed your shirt but not a wrinkle was foundI rushed home from work to kiss you goodnight but the bed was emptyI washed the floors but there werent any footprintsI danced to our song but the radio was silentI bought your favorite cologn but there wasnt a fragranceI sat and i waited but you still havent comeI said i was sorry so why wont you come.......I called you today so will you please comeI missed you today i need you to come.......How is this life.......that when you came i didnt stay...when you laughed i never heard it.when you cryed i let your tears fall.....when you held me i moved away......when you called my name out i never noticed.now here i am calling your name and need to hear you say mine......just once....i will always look up and see you standing there.just how you were....and in the wind is your voice with the breeze sways your smell....in the stars your eyes are shining..the rain carrys your tears.....the sun is your smile...the moon is your soul.....with the leaves fall your kisses....and in every tune beats your heart....
I like this and this YOU should too
“The tree can teach you forbearance and tolerance. It offers shade to all, irrespective of age, sex or religion, nationality or status. It helps with fruit and shade even to the foe who lays his axe on its trunk! The dog can teach you a lesson in Faith, Self-less service and the process of Dedication.
”Sri Sathya Sai Baba
”Sri Sathya Sai Baba
Sikh Men are being FRAMED>???? Whats the truth behind these killings?
Sikh gets life term for killing wife in Canada..IM QUESTIONING THIS!!!
Saturday, February 7, 2009 at 7:15pm
These storys are sad No Dought.....but im thinking of te truth of the scenarios???? Ni lives should be taken , in any case.But its been in our news EVERDAy almost, Usualy beggining with SIKH(not even Indo canadian or punjabi BUT SIKH) male MURDERS WIFE!!!!Okay okay...this is where sum of you reading this will get mad.... But ill say it anyways cus i believe in what im about to say...Okay White Guy has a pig farm with 100???? or so DEAD MANGLED UP RAPED TORTURED BODYS.... Man rapes kids...a serial rapist...teacher???? blah blah... you dont hear about it? So now as most of you know, KILLING IS WRONG!!!!its 2009 and ppl change with time, females attitudes are altered or influenced by a modern western society, i agree and you all agree,meaning girls want money power fame, and a certian Lifestyle now... they marry for status, Not a family status, as in a good well mannered respectful...family status, i mean as in Oh whats his last name???? what do they own????? I WANNA LIVE SEPERATELY!!!! and thats the truth!!!!!Be independant!!!! ask for gold lotts of gold!!!!! If you dont buy me that, ill leave you and put your family to shame, so what im sleeping with the neighbour when your driving your truck throughout CANADA all nite!!!! yes yes i say " yes hunny im home, and meanwhile the cousin is sitting in his bed!!! LoLSo we have this wife.... Thats demanding calling all night and all day saying, bring home more money!!!! Bring my uncles and cousins and cousins sisters and brothers and blah blah from india!!!!! When i married you, you had money!!!!! ill take the kids and leave, then they go to womens partys and gossip all nite, but go to the temple and put on a show, IM A GOOD WIFE!!!! then head off to the casino...So please look at both sides of the story, most men would NEVER EVER tell there story, whyd you kill her?????? WHY!!!!Because she was................... Nope its a shame to the family! Save your pride and say cus i couldnt have a son.... Im not buying it, the media loves to throw out a basic situation...THOSE HINDUS ARE KILLING THERE WIVES!!!!! hmmm THOSE SIKHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like saying ... ANOTHER CHRISTIAN MURDERS RAPES DECAPITAES ANOTHER CHRISTIAN FEMALE!!!!!Wheres the shame?????????????? Nope a MAN!!!! is arrested after 100 bodys are found on his farm!!!Compared to,AN INDO CANADIAN SIKH PUNJABI MALE!!!!! MURDERS AGAIN...and they always have too say how ALL SURREY IS FILLED OR OVER POPULATED WITH SIKHS!!!! what are you trying too say???? GET OUTT!!!!!!Ive said this over and over... I know MANY AMAZING SIKH PUNJABI MALES!!!! that have done wonders, have taken care of there parents for years and years..... i dont know many other races that KEEP there parents at home? I know many GREAT AMAZING LOVING HUSBANDS that have TERRIBLE wives!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont twist this into im sticking up for anyone that has had there life taken away...NO ONE DESERVES ANYTHING LIKE THAT only God Has the Power To Do Such Thing......All im saying is that a community needs to REALLY EDUCATE the females and just make peace... within eachother.......LOOKA T BOTH PPL not just one!MAY YOUR LOVELY SOULS REST IN PEACE! Sikh gets life term for killing wife in CanadaJune 28th, 2008 - 3:10 pm ICT by IANS - Send to a friend:Vancouver, June 28 (IANS) A Sikh taxi driver here has been sentenced to life for killing his wife after a heated argument nearly two years ago. Jatinder Waraich, 25, had stabbed Navreet 39 times in their Surrey city basement, the provincial British Columbia Supreme Court said while handing down the sentence Friday. He will not be eligible for parole for 10 years.Waraich told the court that he and his wife often argued over money problems. He said Navreet wanted him to stop paying mortgage on his parents’ home and also forge documents to help her family immigrate to Canada.He said that on Oct 29, 2006, his wife threatened to leave for India with their five-month-old son and later file for divorce. In a fit of anger, he said he could recall stabbing her only once before blacking out.However, the autopsy report said that Navreet was stabbed 39 times.Navreet’s father, Dilbag Singh Gill, who is in custody of her two-year-old son, said at the verdict that he wanted to go back to India to raise him.Waraich and Navreet came to Canada in 2003. Like most new immigrants, they also struggled financially and emotionally to come to terms with life in the new society.Their landlady Shalinder and her daughter Tejinder Basran had told the media at the time of the crime that when they went downstairs to calm the couple, they found Navreet stabbed and bleeding profusely.They recalled how the dying woman pleaded with them to save her life as her knife-wielding husband stood by.Navreet was one of the three Indo-Canadian wives who were killed by their husbands in Surrey city in October 2006.
Saturday, February 7, 2009 at 7:15pm
These storys are sad No Dought.....but im thinking of te truth of the scenarios???? Ni lives should be taken , in any case.But its been in our news EVERDAy almost, Usualy beggining with SIKH(not even Indo canadian or punjabi BUT SIKH) male MURDERS WIFE!!!!Okay okay...this is where sum of you reading this will get mad.... But ill say it anyways cus i believe in what im about to say...Okay White Guy has a pig farm with 100???? or so DEAD MANGLED UP RAPED TORTURED BODYS.... Man rapes kids...a serial rapist...teacher???? blah blah... you dont hear about it? So now as most of you know, KILLING IS WRONG!!!!its 2009 and ppl change with time, females attitudes are altered or influenced by a modern western society, i agree and you all agree,meaning girls want money power fame, and a certian Lifestyle now... they marry for status, Not a family status, as in a good well mannered respectful...family status, i mean as in Oh whats his last name???? what do they own????? I WANNA LIVE SEPERATELY!!!! and thats the truth!!!!!Be independant!!!! ask for gold lotts of gold!!!!! If you dont buy me that, ill leave you and put your family to shame, so what im sleeping with the neighbour when your driving your truck throughout CANADA all nite!!!! yes yes i say " yes hunny im home, and meanwhile the cousin is sitting in his bed!!! LoLSo we have this wife.... Thats demanding calling all night and all day saying, bring home more money!!!! Bring my uncles and cousins and cousins sisters and brothers and blah blah from india!!!!! When i married you, you had money!!!!! ill take the kids and leave, then they go to womens partys and gossip all nite, but go to the temple and put on a show, IM A GOOD WIFE!!!! then head off to the casino...So please look at both sides of the story, most men would NEVER EVER tell there story, whyd you kill her?????? WHY!!!!Because she was................... Nope its a shame to the family! Save your pride and say cus i couldnt have a son.... Im not buying it, the media loves to throw out a basic situation...THOSE HINDUS ARE KILLING THERE WIVES!!!!! hmmm THOSE SIKHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like saying ... ANOTHER CHRISTIAN MURDERS RAPES DECAPITAES ANOTHER CHRISTIAN FEMALE!!!!!Wheres the shame?????????????? Nope a MAN!!!! is arrested after 100 bodys are found on his farm!!!Compared to,AN INDO CANADIAN SIKH PUNJABI MALE!!!!! MURDERS AGAIN...and they always have too say how ALL SURREY IS FILLED OR OVER POPULATED WITH SIKHS!!!! what are you trying too say???? GET OUTT!!!!!!Ive said this over and over... I know MANY AMAZING SIKH PUNJABI MALES!!!! that have done wonders, have taken care of there parents for years and years..... i dont know many other races that KEEP there parents at home? I know many GREAT AMAZING LOVING HUSBANDS that have TERRIBLE wives!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont twist this into im sticking up for anyone that has had there life taken away...NO ONE DESERVES ANYTHING LIKE THAT only God Has the Power To Do Such Thing......All im saying is that a community needs to REALLY EDUCATE the females and just make peace... within eachother.......LOOKA T BOTH PPL not just one!MAY YOUR LOVELY SOULS REST IN PEACE! Sikh gets life term for killing wife in CanadaJune 28th, 2008 - 3:10 pm ICT by IANS - Send to a friend:Vancouver, June 28 (IANS) A Sikh taxi driver here has been sentenced to life for killing his wife after a heated argument nearly two years ago. Jatinder Waraich, 25, had stabbed Navreet 39 times in their Surrey city basement, the provincial British Columbia Supreme Court said while handing down the sentence Friday. He will not be eligible for parole for 10 years.Waraich told the court that he and his wife often argued over money problems. He said Navreet wanted him to stop paying mortgage on his parents’ home and also forge documents to help her family immigrate to Canada.He said that on Oct 29, 2006, his wife threatened to leave for India with their five-month-old son and later file for divorce. In a fit of anger, he said he could recall stabbing her only once before blacking out.However, the autopsy report said that Navreet was stabbed 39 times.Navreet’s father, Dilbag Singh Gill, who is in custody of her two-year-old son, said at the verdict that he wanted to go back to India to raise him.Waraich and Navreet came to Canada in 2003. Like most new immigrants, they also struggled financially and emotionally to come to terms with life in the new society.Their landlady Shalinder and her daughter Tejinder Basran had told the media at the time of the crime that when they went downstairs to calm the couple, they found Navreet stabbed and bleeding profusely.They recalled how the dying woman pleaded with them to save her life as her knife-wielding husband stood by.Navreet was one of the three Indo-Canadian wives who were killed by their husbands in Surrey city in October 2006.
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Monday, July 6, 2009 at 1:07pm
To my dearest of all i dedicate this to you, may you remeber this small note that was written for you if ever you are losing faith or feel alone or like love has gone away... If i cant see your smile not even after i have travelled over a million miles i will continue to walk, crawl, drag my lifeless body across the desrts the rivers the mountians that tower over me, i will only be given the strength to survive the showers the suns tears the forests creatures the coldness of the nite the pain within my body by the image that has been burned into my mind....may the stones beneath me crumble may the lightning shatter before it hits me.. may the Frost melt into rivers that will carry me closer too you..... May the birds that smile over me guid my way if my eyes can no longer remain open may the sound of its songs carry the beat of ur heart so the rythms of mine can match it... May the trees give me shelter if i am ever in danger if the evil eyes of the jungles creatures fall upon me.... may they hide me and keep me as there own.... May the mountians waterfalls quench my thirst if i am losing my breaths....May the animals share there berrys and not let the mirage that poisens my mind be my food....If After a million miles i have travelled and still havent come upon you , if after ive lost my strength my courage my youth my appearance If I no longer have a voice or a body to hold me... May the image that was burned into my mind remainThe image that ive travelled millions of miles too see if even just for a second....If I lay before you with nothing too offer...If i lay before you with only a whisper left......If i Cant tell you what i have travelled so far to say.....If i cant hold you.....Please always know that If I am No Longer.... the word that i travelled will tell u of my love.... the story of the million miles that i didnt feel i walked because the image of YOU kept me safe... kept me alive ... kept me full... saved me from the evils... saved me from the pain of those stones , the blistering heat.. the bone chilling coldness.... you showed me the berrys to eat and burned the poisens that provoked me....you melted the snow flakes into rivers that carryed me down... you were the branches of the trees that held me and gave me shelter..... You were the waterfall i heard in the distance that quenched my thirst....You the image burned into my mind will always be the one and only that i will ever look upon.... and travel miles after miles too search for......
Monday, July 6, 2009 at 1:07pm
To my dearest of all i dedicate this to you, may you remeber this small note that was written for you if ever you are losing faith or feel alone or like love has gone away... If i cant see your smile not even after i have travelled over a million miles i will continue to walk, crawl, drag my lifeless body across the desrts the rivers the mountians that tower over me, i will only be given the strength to survive the showers the suns tears the forests creatures the coldness of the nite the pain within my body by the image that has been burned into my mind....may the stones beneath me crumble may the lightning shatter before it hits me.. may the Frost melt into rivers that will carry me closer too you..... May the birds that smile over me guid my way if my eyes can no longer remain open may the sound of its songs carry the beat of ur heart so the rythms of mine can match it... May the trees give me shelter if i am ever in danger if the evil eyes of the jungles creatures fall upon me.... may they hide me and keep me as there own.... May the mountians waterfalls quench my thirst if i am losing my breaths....May the animals share there berrys and not let the mirage that poisens my mind be my food....If After a million miles i have travelled and still havent come upon you , if after ive lost my strength my courage my youth my appearance If I no longer have a voice or a body to hold me... May the image that was burned into my mind remainThe image that ive travelled millions of miles too see if even just for a second....If I lay before you with nothing too offer...If i lay before you with only a whisper left......If i Cant tell you what i have travelled so far to say.....If i cant hold you.....Please always know that If I am No Longer.... the word that i travelled will tell u of my love.... the story of the million miles that i didnt feel i walked because the image of YOU kept me safe... kept me alive ... kept me full... saved me from the evils... saved me from the pain of those stones , the blistering heat.. the bone chilling coldness.... you showed me the berrys to eat and burned the poisens that provoked me....you melted the snow flakes into rivers that carryed me down... you were the branches of the trees that held me and gave me shelter..... You were the waterfall i heard in the distance that quenched my thirst....You the image burned into my mind will always be the one and only that i will ever look upon.... and travel miles after miles too search for......
TRUE WARRIORS OF SIKHI not thigs of TODAY!!!!
WARRIORS RELIGION?????? saachi... then i say these are the TRUE WARRIORS!!!!!! Sant Jarnail Singh Ji Khalsa Bhindranwale (Shaheed)Sant Jarnail Singh Khalsa Bhindranwale (February 12, 1947–June 6, 1984) was the leader of the Damdami Taksal, a great Sikh organization having three century long history. Bhindranwale carried heavy influence among Sikhs in all around the world during his time. He tried to spread the original values of Sikhism and persuaded young people to follow the original rules and tenets of the Sikhism. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji attracted the youth with his warrior like appearance. He asked Sikhs youth to return to their faith and stop from cutting their heirs. His speeches attracted all Sikhs and many returned to Sikhi. In 1981, Bhidranwale was arrested for his suspected involvement in the murder of Jagat Narain, the proprietor of the Hind Samachar Group. Although he willingly surrendered to police and later released due to lack of evidence, Bhindranwale was kept on close watch by Indian police officials. Sant Ji opposed discriminatory policies of Indan State and asked the government to stop discrimination with Sikhs. He argued that Sikhs want to live in India but as equal citizen and not as citizen of lower grade. Sant Ji made it clear to Sikhs that we are politically slaves in the Indian System. Dharm Youdh Morch Started by Sant Jarnail Singh Ji on 19 July 1982 received tremendous support from Sikh Masses. Sant Ji was martyred along with Bhai Amrik Singh Ji (President AISSF), General Subeg Singh Ji and other Sikhs in an attack on Darbar Sahib and Sri Akal Takhr Sahib by the Indian Army during June 1984. In year 2000 Sikhs from all around the world found and declared him as “Great Sikh of Twentieth Century”.Early Life:Sant Jarnail Singh Ji Khalsa was born on 12 February, 1947 in village Rodey (District Faridkot) Punjab. His father Bapu Joginder Singh was a Sikh Farmer and was affiliated to Damdami Taksal. Once Sant Gurbachan Singh Ji, then head of Damdami Taksal, came to village Roday and asked Baba Joginder Singh to admit one of his seven sons to the Taksal. In this way Jarnail Singh, who was younger of all, became a student of Damdami Taksal.14th Head of Damdami Taksal:The successor to Sant Gurbachan Singh Khalsa Bhindranwale, Sant Kartar Singh Khalsa Bhindranwale, who died in a road accident on August 16, 1977, mentioned Sant Jarnail Singh Khalsa Bhidranwale as being the new head of the Damdami Taksal. Sant Ji was formally elected as 14th Head of Damdami Taksal at a bhog ceremony at Mehta Chowk on August 25, 1977.His Mission:In Punjab, Sant Bhindranwale went from village to village as a religious missionary talking with Sikh people. He asked Sikhs to live according to the rules and tenets of Sikhism. He would give long speeches and encourage numerous youths to take Amrit, the holy nectar. Bhindranwale preached to young Sikh men who had lost their path, encouraging them to return to his path of Khalsa by giving up vices like women, drugs, addictions, etc. His focus on fighting for some cause made him a hero in the eyes of young Sikhs. Sant Ji realized that Sikhs are not treated at par with Hindus in India and we are Slaves under Indian System. So he made Sikhs, especially the youth, awair of this fact. He lead to a long struggle against opressive and discriminatory policies of Indian State.Saka ’78 and Aftermath:Indian Government, lead by Indira Gandhi, was committing planned attacks on Sikhs and Sikhism. Nirankari Mandal’s anti-Sikh preaching was also a part of this plan. Sant Kartar Singh Ji had earlier identified this problem and tackled it in a peacefully. On April 13, 1978, Nirankari Mandal was holding a function at Sri Amritsar, where Nirankari Head personified himself as Guru Gobind Singh Ji and did such other acts which outraged religious feelings of Sikhs. Sikhs protested against this function peacefully and were attacked by Nirankaris with fire-arms and sharp-edged weaponsThe confrontation led to the murder of thirteen Sikhs. Legal Proceedings against the Nirankaris resulted in nothing. On April 24, 1980, the leader of Nirankaris, Gurbachan Singh, was killed.On September 9, 1981, Lala Jagat Narain, the proprietor of the Hind Samachar Group which was play anti-Sikh role, was shot dead near the Amaltas Motel. Lala Jagat Narain was a prominent opponent of Bhindranwale. Two days after the assassination, police issued warrants for the arrest of Bhidranwale. A police search in Chando Kalan, a Haryana village, failed to produce an arrest but burned buses of Damdami Taksal. Gurbani was also burnt there. Sant Bhidranwale publicly announced that he would surrender on September 20.On September 20, 1981, Bhindranwale was arrested on charges of orchestrating Lala Jagat Narain's murder. Over the next 25 days while Bhindranwale was held in custody, sporadic fights erupted in areas where Bhindranwale's accomplices had gathered. Bhindranwale was released on bail on October 15 as India's Home Minister; Giani Zail Singh announced in the Parliament that there was no evidence against Bhindrawale.On 19 July 1982, Bhai Amrik Singh (President of All India Sikh Students Federation) was arrested by Punjab Police. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji launched a morcha after performing Ardas at Sri Akal Takht Sahib. This morcha was latter joined by Shiromani Akali Dal and all other Sikh organizations. Demand of implementation of Anandpur Sahib Resolution became goal of this struggle. This struggle was peaceful but government many times tried to outrage Sikhs and give a violent turn to the morcha. Governments’ planning was to make an attack on Sri Akal Takht Sahib (the highest Political Authority of Sikhs) as the base of Dharm Youdh Morcha was at Sri Akal Takht Sahib Ji.Martyrdom:On June 03, 1984 Indian Army attacked on Sri Akal Takht Sahib Ji. This was the day of Martyrdom Anniversary of Fifth Sikh Guru, Sri Guru Arjan Sahib Ji. Sikhs in a large number was gathered at Sri Darbar Sahib. Army used tanks and heavy Guns in this attack. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji Bhindranwale, Bhai Amrik Singh Ji, General Subegh Singh Ji and some other Sikh warriors defended Sri Akal Takht Sahib and Sri Darbar Sahib till their death. Heavy loss wes caused to Indian Army during this attack which showed how bravely Sikh repeated their history in protecting their religious places. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji was martyred on 6 June 1984.Legacy:Sant Jarnail Singh Bhindranwale was praised by many Sikhs as a matyr of common time. Sant Jarnail Singh Bhindranwale is hailed by some for his efforts to preach the philosophy of the Guru Granth Sahib to the Sikh people. In 2003, at a function arranged by the Shiromani Gurdwara Prabandhak Committee, Joginder Singh Vedanti, the present jathedar of the Akal Takht made a formal declaration that Bhindranwale was a "martyr" and awarded his son, Ishar Singh, a robe of honor. Harbans Singh's The Encyclopedia of Sikhism describes Bhindranwale as "a phenomenal figure of modern Sikhism." Sant Jarnail Singh Khalsa Bhindranwale (February 12, 1947–June 6, 1984) was the leader of the Damdami Taksal, a great Sikh organization having three century long history. Bhindranwale carried heavy influence among Sikhs in all around the world during his time. He tried to spread the original values of Sikhism and persuaded young people to follow the original rules and tenets of the Sikhism. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji attracted the youth with his warrior like appearance. He asked Sikhs youth to return to their faith and stop from cutting their heirs. His speeches attracted all Sikhs and many returned to Sikhi. In 1981, Bhidranwale was arrested for his suspected involvement in the murder of Jagat Narain, the proprietor of the Hind Samachar Group. Although he willingly surrendered to police and later released due to lack of evidence, Bhindranwale was kept on close watch by Indian police officials. Sant Ji opposed discriminatory policies of Indan State and asked the government to stop discrimination with Sikhs. He argued that Sikhs want to live in India but as equal citizen and not as citizen of lower grade. Sant Ji made it clear to Sikhs that we are politically slaves in the Indian System. Dharm Youdh Morch Started by Sant Jarnail Singh Ji on 19 July 1982 received tremendous support from Sikh Masses. Sant Ji was martyred along with Bhai Amrik Singh Ji (President AISSF), General Subeg Singh Ji and other Sikhs in an attack on Darbar Sahib and Sri Akal Takhr Sahib by the Indian Army during June 1984. In year 2000 Sikhs from all around the world found and declared him as “Great Sikh of Twentieth Century”.Early Life:Sant Jarnail Singh Ji Khalsa was born on 12 February, 1947 in village Rodey (District Faridkot) Punjab. His father Bapu Joginder Singh was a Sikh Farmer and was affiliated to Damdami Taksal. Once Sant Gurbachan Singh Ji, then head of Damdami Taksal, came to village Roday and asked Baba Joginder Singh to admit one of his seven sons to the Taksal. In this way Jarnail Singh, who was younger of all, became a student of Damdami Taksal.14th Head of Damdami Taksal:The successor to Sant Gurbachan Singh Khalsa Bhindranwale, Sant Kartar Singh Khalsa Bhindranwale, who died in a road accident on August 16, 1977, mentioned Sant Jarnail Singh Khalsa Bhidranwale as being the new head of the Damdami Taksal. Sant Ji was formally elected as 14th Head of Damdami Taksal at a bhog ceremony at Mehta Chowk on August 25, 1977.His Mission:In Punjab, Sant Bhindranwale went from village to village as a religious missionary talking with Sikh people. He asked Sikhs to live according to the rules and tenets of Sikhism. He would give long speeches and encourage numerous youths to take Amrit, the holy nectar. Bhindranwale preached to young Sikh men who had lost their path, encouraging them to return to his path of Khalsa by giving up vices like women, drugs, addictions, etc. His focus on fighting for some cause made him a hero in the eyes of young Sikhs. Sant Ji realized that Sikhs are not treated at par with Hindus in India and we are Slaves under Indian System. So he made Sikhs, especially the youth, awair of this fact. He lead to a long struggle against opressive and discriminatory policies of Indian State.Saka ’78 and Aftermath:Indian Government, lead by Indira Gandhi, was committing planned attacks on Sikhs and Sikhism. Nirankari Mandal’s anti-Sikh preaching was also a part of this plan. Sant Kartar Singh Ji had earlier identified this problem and tackled it in a peacefully. On April 13, 1978, Nirankari Mandal was holding a function at Sri Amritsar, where Nirankari Head personified himself as Guru Gobind Singh Ji and did such other acts which outraged religious feelings of Sikhs. Sikhs protested against this function peacefully and were attacked by Nirankaris with fire-arms and sharp-edged weaponsThe confrontation led to the murder of thirteen Sikhs. Legal Proceedings against the Nirankaris resulted in nothing. On April 24, 1980, the leader of Nirankaris, Gurbachan Singh, was killed.On September 9, 1981, Lala Jagat Narain, the proprietor of the Hind Samachar Group which was play anti-Sikh role, was shot dead near the Amaltas Motel. Lala Jagat Narain was a prominent opponent of Bhindranwale. Two days after the assassination, police issued warrants for the arrest of Bhidranwale. A police search in Chando Kalan, a Haryana village, failed to produce an arrest but burned buses of Damdami Taksal. Gurbani was also burnt there. Sant Bhidranwale publicly announced that he would surrender on September 20.On September 20, 1981, Bhindranwale was arrested on charges of orchestrating Lala Jagat Narain's murder. Over the next 25 days while Bhindranwale was held in custody, sporadic fights erupted in areas where Bhindranwale's accomplices had gathered. Bhindranwale was released on bail on October 15 as India's Home Minister; Giani Zail Singh announced in the Parliament that there was no evidence against Bhindrawale.On 19 July 1982, Bhai Amrik Singh (President of All India Sikh Students Federation) was arrested by Punjab Police. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji launched a morcha after performing Ardas at Sri Akal Takht Sahib. This morcha was latter joined by Shiromani Akali Dal and all other Sikh organizations. Demand of implementation of Anandpur Sahib Resolution became goal of this struggle. This struggle was peaceful but government many times tried to outrage Sikhs and give a violent turn to the morcha. Governments’ planning was to make an attack on Sri Akal Takht Sahib (the highest Political Authority of Sikhs) as the base of Dharm Youdh Morcha was at Sri Akal Takht Sahib Ji.Martyrdom:On June 03, 1984 Indian Army attacked on Sri Akal Takht Sahib Ji. This was the day of Martyrdom Anniversary of Fifth Sikh Guru, Sri Guru Arjan Sahib Ji. Sikhs in a large number was gathered at Sri Darbar Sahib. Army used tanks and heavy Guns in this attack. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji Bhindranwale, Bhai Amrik Singh Ji, General Subegh Singh Ji and some other Sikh warriors defended Sri Akal Takht Sahib and Sri Darbar Sahib till their death. Heavy loss wes caused to Indian Army during this attack which showed how bravely Sikh repeated their history in protecting their religious places. Sant Jarnail Singh Ji was martyred on 6 June 1984.Legacy:Sant Jarnail Singh Bhindranwale was praised by many Sikhs as a matyr of common time. Sant Jarnail Singh Bhindranwale is hailed by some for his efforts to preach the philosophy of the Guru Granth Sahib to the Sikh people. In 2003, at a function arranged by the Shiromani Gurdwara Prabandhak Committee, Joginder Singh Vedanti, the present jathedar of the Akal Takht made a formal declaration that Bhindranwale was a "martyr" and awarded his son, Ishar Singh, a robe of honor. Harbans Singh's The Encyclopedia of Sikhism describes Bhindranwale as "a phenomenal figure of modern Sikhism."
Taking Amrit are you REALLY ready?
Are You Ready To Take Amrit?????
Saturday, March 7, 2009 at 10:48am
Q: At what age does a person “take Amrit” (become baptized into Sikhism)?A: Amrit or Khande Ki Pohul is the Sikh baptism. It is carried out by drinking of holy water (prepared while reciting hymns) given by five baptized Sikhs to the person being baptized. There is no formal age for becoming a baptized Sikh. Amrit is a very beautiful practice. It can be carried on any time when a Sikh thinks he or she is ready.Q: What worship and life one has to follow after he or she takes Amrit?A: A Sikhs life consists of three basic rules, life honestly, remember God, and share with your fellow man.A Sikh must earn an honest living and always interact with honesty and good ethical standards. Sikhs must also remember God. This is done through the recitation of seven daily prayers. Five prayers are recited in the morning as a reminder of God’s role in life and are meant to be the first thoughts of the day dedicated to God. One prayer is recited in the evening and one is subsequently recited at night to be the last thoughts in ones mind before sleep. In this way God is constantly a conscious part of a Sikh’s day.One may ask, why should one recite the same hymn everyday? The basic reason is that the hymns provide guidance to worship God and tells one to live truly and honestly. Reciting the hymns does not let one dwindle and always keeps one focused on his/her goals. Every morning the hymns ring the bell in mind and reminds one of his duties.Along with these scriptures Sikhs are told to meditate on God while doing any work and whenever they are free. Some Sikhs get up at 3 in the morning and start worshiping God while everyone is asleep, so that there would be no distractions.Amritdhari (or baptized Sikhs) are not to cut their hair, consume any alcohol or drugs. This is to always be conscious about one's self and keep God in the heart and mind. Sikhs are to meditate on One God only and never to do idol worship. The Amrit bearer has five symbols or articles of faith, which he or she is always to keep with them. These five symbols are Hair (covered), Comb, Steel bracelet, under shorts and a small sword. The sword is emblem of courage and self-defense. It symbolizes dignity and self-reliance, the capacity and readiness to always defend the weak and the oppressed. It helps sustain one’s martial spirit and the determination to sacrifice oneself in order to defend the truth. A Sikh is a devotee first and to protect his devotion, a Sikh is a warrior too. A real Sikh will never let weapons take the precedence over his spiritual values and devotion. A real Sikh will always help the one in need and fight for him regardless of the person's caste, color or religion. When all other means of self-protection fail, the Sikh can use his sword to protect himself and others. A Sikh will never use his sword to attack anyone.Finally, a Sikh is to always share with others. In the spirit of defending the truth, a Sikh is also to help those in any other type of need and share his or her own bounty with those who may be less fortunate.Five Sikh SymbolsSikhs have five symbols of faith natively known as Kakaars. These are Kesh (uncut hair), Kanga (comb), Kara (Bracelet), Kirpan (sword) and Kachehra (a special type of shorts). A baptised Sikh is to keep all five symbols of faith. These symbols are not merely symbols, they not only represent or identify a Sikh but also have deep meanings. Guru Gobind Singh Ji created a lifestyle within which one does not dwindles and remains focused on the path to attain salvation.Kesh: Hair is not just a symbol, it is the gift from God. Guru Nanak started the practice of keeping the hair unshorn. The keeping of hair in its natural state is regarded as living in harmony with the will of God, and is a symbol of the Khalsa brotherhood and the Sikh faith. Hair is an integral part of the human body created by God and Sikhism call for its preservation. Sikhs live the way God made humans and never cut their hair. Guru Gobind Singh Ji instructed Sikh to wear Turban in order to protect their hair. Turban has many purposes and one is to keep a Sikh focused in his beliefs.Kanga: The comb is necessary to keep the hair clean and tidy. A Sikh must comb his hair twice a day and tie his turban neatly. The Gurus wore turbans and commanded the Sikhs to wear turbans for the protection of the hair, and promotion of social identity and cohesion. It has thus become an essential part of the Sikh dress.Kara: The bracelet symbolizes restrain from evil deeds. It is worn on the right wrist and reminds the Sikh of the vows taken by him, that is, he is a servant of the Guru and should not do anything which may bring shame or disgrace. When he looks at the Kara, he is made to think twice before doing anything evil with his hands.Kirpan: The sword is the emblem of courage and self-defense. It symbolizes dignity and self-reliance, the capacity and readiness to always defend the weak and the oppressed. It helps sustain one's martial spirit and the determination to sacrifice oneself in order to defend truth, oppression and Sikh moral values.The rule is never to do injustice and never let anyone do injustice.Kachehra: Kachehra symbolizes to live a faithful life. It reminds the Sikh of the need for self-restrain over passions, lust and desires. Apart from its moral significance, it ensures briskness during action and freedom of movement at all times. In todays dark world, filled with lust, if ever a Sikh gets carried away in the moment of lust, the Kachehra refrains one from making wrong moves and reminds him of his duties.The Five K's are not supposed to foster exclusiveness or superiority. They are meant to keep the Sikhs united in the pursuit of the aims and ideals of the Gurus. They enable them to keep their vows made at the time of baptism. Keeping the symbols of faith keeps one close to being a Sikh and being a Sikh brings one closer to God. Whatever Gurus narrated has a purpose and meaning because it was told to them by God Himself. God has created a religion, a path, a faith which brings one closer to God and helps one to Unite with Him.In order to meet God, one has life an honest life and meditate on God. Sikh Gurus themselves lived an honest life and showed everyone how it can be done while living a family life. If one is not a Sikh, it is harder to live truly. One Sikh writes his experience about his turban as follows:"My turban has saved me so many times that I cannot even begin to explain. Like most, I am also filled with greed and lust. I even thought about looting or robbery in order to accumulate wealth. But everytime I think about it I think about my turban. A thought comes in my mind that how will my Guru feel if I do such a thing. I am a Sikh and a Sikh must walk on the path of humility and respect and live happily in whatever God has given me. If I have not had a turban on my head, I probably would have become a thief, a rogue, and probably a murderer. My turban saves me." [More ...]The Sikh symbols keeps a Sikh focused. It saves a Sikh from bad company and keeps a Sikh close to God. Guru created a livestyle which helps one to be close to God and less likely to detour. Now a days, rare are Sikhs that walk in the path shown by the Guru. Rare are the ones that do not cut their hair and live an honest life like a Sikh suppose to. And to the ones there are Guru Nanak says he is willing to sacrifice himself for them.Q: What is the purpose of turban? Why do Sikhs wear turban?A: The covering of hair with turban was made official by Guru Gobind Singh Ji, the tenth Guru of Sikhs. The main reason is to preserve the Sikh identity. Sikhs are only 2% of India’s population, if Sikhs do not wear turban, they would be lost in the crowd of Hindus and Muslims. No one will be able to identify a Sikh. Upon establishing turban as a Sikh identity Guru Gobind Singh Ji said, “My Sikh will be recognized among millions”.In addition, the people from high class wear turban and were called sardars (leaders). This segregated people from high and low classes. So in order to eliminate the class system associated with turban, Guru Gobind Singh Ji made each and every Sikh a sardar. He also rejected class system by giving all Sikh the last name Singh and Kaur.Furthermore, Sikhs do not cut their hair and the turban protects the hair from dust. Some people might ask the question that if Sikhs cover their hair on head, why don’t they cover their beard? The only reason one would cover his beard is to protect it from dirt. But dirt is not a big problem for beard. The beard can be cleaned very easily while washing the face.
Who Are You Too Judge
Hi lately ive had a few moments that made me pretty much say WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!Im not sure who YOU think YOU are too tell me or atleast talk behind my back and tell others that IM FAKE!!!! LoLIm as real as they come baby!!!! Now Now just cus im not Indian do you think you can PRAY harder then me ???? LOVE more than me...Make a better roti than me??? or Bhangra HARDER than me!!!!! cheee cheee cheeee.....When i go out and i dance i find it rare too see anyother gilr dancing as hard as me!!! Kicking her legs side too side as HIGH as me!!!! or Screaming Bruahhhhh as loud loud as me... Most of em are crowded by the bar waiting for FREE ( yes FREE) drinks.... or making out with a random... or standing there commenting on EVERYONE!!!! you dont want the Sardar so what THE Fudge if hese dancing with me and doing Bhangra and feeling on top of the world!!!!! Oye if u are A PUNJABI and that makes YOU automaticaly a BETTER SIKH then ummmm you forgott the Significance of a Sardar!!! haa ha haaa you dont respect them... there ewwwww grossss... Saachi!!! then BACK THE FUDGE OFF!!!!!You say : Im born into this religion IM TRUE your fake and i dont like your facebook, its disrespectful... SAACHI!!!! then i dont like yours too.... come on now... MISS or MR SIKH 2009 im not feeling COMFORTABLE with all that slutty pictures on your wall.... the pictures of you doing shots of alcohol... or grinding with guys or swearing in Punjabi!!!!!! or saying dude i was soooo hammered i dont know how i got home!!! YOU HATER!!!! lol...... Facebook is for sharing!!!!! so im sharing POSOTIVE STUFF!!!! you think im doing it too impress you?????? LOL Your dreaming!!!!!! im doing it too WAKE U UP maybe!!! i have nothing too prove baby!!!! Cus like my Teacher said to me :" you are beautiful and your thoughts are too!!""No one is born a Sikh...Its like if your father is a doctor it doesn't make you a doctor...You are sikh in my guys...some of the best sikhs were not born Sikhs guru Nanak dev ji was born a Kathri Hindu, banda singh Bhahadar was born a rajput then he fought and died as a Khalsa..are you going to let people tell you what you are or are not????? Your bigger than that and better than that!! Right? If you have love in your heart for Sikhi people get jealous..who said this? I will bitch slap them with the barrel of my gun!! Stupid ppl hijack Sikhism... I was born a jatt and many ppl in my community try and steal sikhism and say it doen't belong to everyone else they are stupid!! Sikhism is a Universal faith it is bestowed upon those that are blessed..Trust in yourself and the Siri Guru Granth Sahaib.. You don't need people to tell you want you are or are not!! Right? People are jealous I know your a Sikh you know your a Sikh and most importantly Guru Nanak knows your a Sikh so to hell with these retards I will call you later today. K! Don't let people let you down K! ""First of all sikhs aren't only brown..my dad get sun burn!! secondly anyone who says some is not Sikh is a retard...don't listen to garbage its like storing nuclear waste in your room!! It will cause cancer!! who are they to say what you are or what you are not??????? If you believe in peace and helping humanity and the Siri Guru Granth sahaib then you are a Sikh that it!!! KKKKK Anyways if someone want to be a Sikh I am soo happy one more on our team!!!"Thats the truth of it!!!!!!!Arre ive seen BROWN lol Sikhs that do drugs... smoke weed drink... have sex.... and are pretty much BAD!!! and oye just cus there BROWN haa h ahaaaa and were born into Sikhi and saw it there whole life THERE TRUE SIKHS!!!! NAHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Cus lemme tell you this , if i had the honour of Living through Sikhi my ENTIRE 27yrs I would bet my life that I WOULD never do the things some ppl do!!!!So to those of you that KNOW ME!!!! you know IM DOING THIS FOR me not show boating!!!!!! When I sit in a Gurdwara ill sit in the far CORNER too keep ur evil eye off me!!!! you sit in the fronmt too show ur NEW SUIT!!!!! So dont gimme this poo about its disrespectful whats on my wall!!!!!! LoL IM PROUD TOO SHARE !!! and maybe you should jump on the wagon and realize how youve shamed!!!!!Thanks too everyone that knows me.... and thanks too those that hate... IM EUROPEAN and proud!!! dont Judge me cus in the end last word is for god....and you make your heart more and more unpure with every judgment you make on another!!!! So STOP IT... Cus honestly its just plain CHILDISH and CRUEL!!!!!!!
The Day After My Bday
The day after my Bday
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 at 1:58pm
Well how funny would it be if I said the day after my Bday changed my Life, or the life of mine too come?Since soooooo young i always fealt i didnt belong in this fast fast world, i found that money fast cars and status JUST didnt appeal too me :) i always saw humans before myself, any race andy age, i always found that i was that girl that ALWAYS heald the door open for EVERYONE then entered, i have always been the girl that would rather give my tips too the aunty in the back of the kitchen because thats where it belonged even if i didnt eat that day, I always fealt lost in songs, almost like a dream world, When i saw fancy clothes i would just say meh, its nice but im okay, i fealt happy in a 10 $ suit walking iinto a temple, I always fealt i belonged somewhere small, simple, just somewhere that basics mattered only, where there was no pride, no racsism, no status no comparing eachother, i never found myself at peace in this BIG CITY! I spent so much time trying to just marry myself off, thinking thats what i was meant to be, Just a wife :) i tryed that, and think i made my inlaws proud, actualy myself proud, yes i washed clothes by hand, and too some that may seem just STUPID, but too me i never for a second fealt in my heart that it was wrong or that i shouldnt, i was happy, those days passed and im happy they did, i learned so much, and missed a gap in my life, someone said i never grew up, but honestly if what i missed is GROWING up than id rather stay a child, These last few weeks ive done things i couldnt ever imagine doing, i appreciate all those momenst cus they brought me to the day after my BDAY,The day after my bday i woke up, In such a state of mind i cant even explain, silly of me too say but hey i found my calling, my true destiny that always tapped on my heart, I found myself happyer then ever, i found my religion too have FINALY come too and speak too me, i found my religion to forgive me, and show me where i belonged, The day after my bday i decided too be happy FOR ME!!! and i may seem like a Sikh fanatic but im not, im the furthest thing from a perefect sikh, but you know what???? I can live the rest of my life inside of a Gurdwara and know in my heart that I LIVED LIFE THE WAY I WANTED TOO!!! So the day after my bday showed me to be true to ME!!! I mean drinking and going out and indulging in this worlds pleasures is not wrong FOR YOU, but me, i find my happyness in other ways, maybe ill lose friends now maybe ill gain new ones, But lesson:Do what ur heart wants to do, please yourself otherwise youll never really be able too please yourself... Dont judge, dont have pride, dont get caught up in he said she said, or he has that and i only have this!!! Dont make ur goal too be a billionair make your goal in life the simplest one of FINDING YOU!!! and being one with god, after that i swear life will be all that u dreamed it too be :)Im ready too learn, im ready too be what i alwyas fealt in my heart too be, a simple peacful...Person.. Stripped of lifes fake glam :)Love Chellahttp://www.rajkaregakhalsa.net/ http://www.sikhee.com/ This hymn represents the war going on inside of us everyday with our emotions. We all have by nature, animal instincts and emotions but we also have something given to us by the Divine - a Soul. This is our saving grace and each day we try to balance lust, anger, attachment, greed, and egotism with more positive uses of our time and energy.Panna 265 of Sri Dasam Granth Sahib Ji:Sangeet Bhujang Prayaat ChhandSANGEET BHUJANG PRAYAAT STANZAKaagardang kaatee kataaree karaakangThe sounds of the blows of the daggers and swords are being heard.Taagardang teerang tuppkang taraakangThe sounds of the shafts and gunshots are being heard.Jhaagardang naagardang baagardang baajeVarious sounds of musical instruments are resounding.Gaagardang gaajee mahaan gajj gaaje35112The warriors are roaring and shouting loudly.35.112.Saagardang soorang kaagardang kopangThe great heroes have been struck.Paagardang paramang ranang paav ropang And the brave fighters are belching.36.113.Saagardang sastrang jhaagardang jhaarain36113The worriors seem pleased on shooting sharp arrows on the bodies. Baagardang beerang daagardang dakaareThere are loud shouts with porofound resoundings, and the poets describe them in their verses.37.114.Chaagardang chaupe bagardang beerang Maagardang maare tanang tichchh teerangThe demons are running away and the heroes are shouting loudly.Gaagardang gajje subajje sahoorain Kaagardang kavooyaan katthe kathoorain37114The demons are running away and the heroes are shouting loudly. Daagardang daano bhaagardang bhaaje Gaagardang gaajoo jaagardang gaajeThe sounds are produced by the striking axes and daggers.Chhaagardang chhauhee chhure pre chharaake Taagardang toorang tupkang taraake38115The arrows and the guns are creating their own noses.38.115.Gaagardang gomaay gajje gaheerang Saagardang sankhang naagardang napheerangThe loud noise of drums and the resounding of conches and trumpets is being heard in the battlefield.Baagardang baaje bajje beer khetang Naagardang naache su bhootang pretang39116The musical instruments of the warriors are being played and the ghosts and goblins are dancing.39.116.Taagardang tirang baagardang baanang Kaagardang kaatee kataaree kripaanangThe noises of the arrows and shafts, daggers and swords are being heard.Naagardang naadang baagardang baaje Saagardang soorang raagardang raaje40117The music of the musical instruments and the drumming of the trumpets resounds and the warriors and chieftains are doing their job amidst such resonance.40.117.Saagardang sankhang naagardang napheerang Gaagardang gomaay gajje gaheerangThe conches, clarionets and the drums resounded.Naagardang nagaare baagardang baaje Jaagardang jodhaa gaagardang gaaje41118The trumpets and musical instruments produced their sounds and alongwith their resonance, the warriors thundered.41.118
I wrote this when i was ANGRY or CONFUSED????
What Right Do You Have Being Born Into Sikh Family?
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 at 5:00pm
You are Born, In Punjab, Or your parents are From Punjab, Or another part of India, Or even you may be born in Canada but are Punajbi-Indian, You see Pictures Hung up on the wall, You see your mother pray, bending down, since you were little, you see her saying words that you can barely understand, you here songs? You dress up and go to a temple, You hear its a Gurdwara...You hear about attacks in India? You here storys about a Warrior? hmmm You know whats his name? That GUY!!!! you light a candle cus your mom says LIGHT IT.... You got a bracelet its silver and wear it around your wrist? meh its a brown thing I guess? You see a chain on your freinds neck, Its a khanda he says means YOUR BROWN and PROUD... its Punjabi thing...You call up a girl/guy friend whats the plan tonight?I was thinking Standard Club? yeahh yeahhhh.... Hey bring that Jell I love it i wanna use it keeps my hair sticking up ALL night! the Hunnys Love it! and Oh yeah that Chicks gonna be there you know the one that gave me favours in the parking lott latstime lol...Hey Girl Bring that Short dress I like, haa ha haa haa member last time i wore it i bent over and you totaly saw my ass?? I was SHITT FACED! lol, ohhh that guys gonna be there you know haa haa from the parking lott....You here a call from the living room, OYE PUTT Idhar ao...Yeah!!!! WHAT im on the PHONE f**k.... ugh gotta go my moms calling shes SO ANNOYING!Oh lol your moms such a dipper... ughhhh make suer you dont smell like dipp or thorka haa ha haa haa No guy will Touch you...WHAT MOM????? I was talking on the phone!Ohff sorry putt I just wanted to see if you wnated supper? you are going out to sleepover at your friends I didnt want you too leave hungry..Ughhhhhh Ill eat at Burgar king, i hate this stinky dipper food!!!Later that Nite...Okay Mom im going out Gimme money....I dont have much putt.... Ughhh PAisa give it too me!!! Call me when you reach safe too your friends house... so I dont worry.Time passes.....So you bring That liquir from home?? YES!!! were gonna get hammered.. ughhh I got us Prime Time Cigars.... yeowwwww party, text the guys see if theyll be there.... ughhh look at my g-string its soo HOTT im gonna get broken of tonight!!Hey bro lets go... did you get your parents car naaa lets take mine didnt you know they got me a Beamer ( BMW ) Ohhh snapppp niggaaaaa thats so dope!!! Lets get sum bottles and drank UP nigga!!!!! Yeah I told my parents gimme money im going to a bday party lol.. oh sooo funny, Ughhh dipper parents are soooo dumb they dont even KNOW!!!!!Later At The Club...WTF look at that FAg Giani withthe Gorey..... haa haa haa ewwww stupid Giani looks like a babbah howd he get her??? WTF Goldigger?WTF look at that Turbanator ewwwwwwwww UNCLE ewwwwwwwww so gross hairy munkee ewww go back too INDAI you dipper FOB... lol lol i can smell him from here ewwwww.... HuH hese with a white Girl??WTF our kind our brown guys are with a white girl????So Months pass, And this white Girl and Sardar are dating.... And fall in love, Both Follow Sikhi, and are ready to marry, they both respect there parents and talk with love and respect and work hard, take care of there homes, both the girl and guy, they are kind, loving, well mannered kids, the female cooks cleans , is good girl.... never talks back to her mom or takes anyhting... and the son is a great SON, works hard, takes care of his family... And the boy and Girl love eachother Too death.... And agree on the life they will live, as Good Sikhs... that follow the rules of HIS parents....No haircutts no revealed hair... No Meat... no bad Just good to maintain the family name....So The Two decide to marry and at first the mother says NO, and the sister ( one ) has resrevations, till this poor inpcentgirl proves herself to be worthy, Now the father says yes, and likes her so it seems and says i want to meet her.... after the sister of the boy sends a letter to the girl claiming NO your not good for eacother you are hanging our brother...Which she never did she pushed him too be a GOOD sSingh and Son, and said we cant hide we cannot shame your family we must aproach them, and be Good sikh kids,So the white girl, writes a letter to her father in law,Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ke FatehSat Sri AkalDearest Papa Ji,I have failed you as a daughter, I have taken a son from his home and brought shame and dissapointment , I am calling myself your daughter yet I have acted as a stranger, I have taken a son and lived a life seperate from yours, I have put my own happyness and pleasures before yours, I have taken a son and kept our relation a secret, I have brought andger and dought upon you, What type of a daughter have been acting like, one that you wouldnt want to claim as your own, I put my selfishness before selflessness, I have taken a son and kept him out late,kept his consentration on all other things then what is to be pput first, What type daughter am I if I put myself and my feelings before my parents, I have not respected my Papa Ji and Dis Hounoured him, A family name i have brought shame too, If all things Maf Kar papa Ji, I am only asking that you put all anger and pain on my shoulders not on your sons, I am a daughter, and daughters should know how to keep a home in peace, I have not done so.I Have told your daughters, my sisters that Before anything I put You, my parents and without there blessings I cannot continue, and will sacrafice My feelings for theres, they asked so youll just walk away, I said Hanji, Its my duty as a daughter, I can close my heart so that YOURS will stay open, Maf Kar papa Ji, We have behaved like un proper Sikh Children, We have dissapointed you in ways we never dreamt to, Please Papaji, I f I promis for all my lives to keep you Happy and to maintain your Honour.... Please Papa Ji Do Not look down upon your son, It was My responsibility Too keep him well, and i have let you down, not him, He is a Man that lives for only one thing, His family, and I as a Daughter broke that.... So If I spend this life in shame, i will accept it, I will accept all burdons and sadness upon myself, Only I place myself at your feet Papa Ji, Begging You to Forgive your son, If Not Me, Then him.... I will keep myself from him, If that is a familys wish, a mothers prayer, I will close my heart.... For I have acted as a daughter that No father would wish for :(An Honour to be your daughter I have lost, A life long dream to live in family full of love I have ruined..... The respect and open arms I prayed for I have closed....Maf Kar Papa Ji, I am asking for your blessings, to live life knowing you have Forgiven your son, and accept our sorrys and our admittance that we have shamed.......I put myself before you, and my kully aswell, YOU Papa ji should have always been placed the highest, and I forgot that as a daughter I am responsible to maintain ur Pride Respect Honour.... Maf Kar Papa Ji...If I promise to keep myself far away, I hope only for the Promise that You will Forgive a Son, that knew no better.... But lost his way... and Now I have returned him, where he Belongs...Maf Kar Papa ji, For all sadness or pain, orlate nites I have kept you wondering and worrying....Maf Kar Ji, all days you looked for your son but he was no where to be found. Maf Kar.....Sat Sri Akal,A shameful and Broken DaughterAfter this letter the father Accepts her and asked the son, " I want too meet her "So she is excited, this boy has come into her home andgot permmission from the girls mother too mary her, they have given themsleves too eachother, so she awaits this Singhs reply, and waits and waits.. The boy says we will marry Jnauary, in few months, shes so happy her mother says you choos your schooling ( money wise ) Or your wedding? She says WEDDING!!!so days go by and nothing, and finaly Friday Nite the singh answers, Yeah what?She says Hunny whats happening please tell me?he says was busy working ( coldly )hunny no no tell me...He says : My brother talked to your ex and you werent engaged he syas YOU LIED TOO ME!!!!! and i saw this thing that your bad on te interenet.....WHAT hunny that was some crazy girl that hated me on facebook group, cus i was white and she wasbrown and thougt white girls were stealing singhs?? but i never did harm too her?? she copys and pastes all that went on in that group, and shows the girls swearing and being mean, and herslef being nice..well were no t meant to be Sorry! ClickSo she calls her ex and he explains that this boy called his home his PARENTS line and harrassed him, about his and her relations, and in front of his parents as a punjabi son he denyed they were enaged...So this white girl is trying so hard too fight that she is not wrong, how can you do this too me???? leave me like this...The girls i mentioned in the beginning those are the ppl that say that this white girl is bad??? and they ARE SIKH, not her...Beacsue why they are born into a sikh home????Yet this whie girl has promoted sikhi in such a way.... and has been a suport for the community and its people, The Sardars and all that the Punjabi community puts down?So this hwite girl got thrown away, and never got a chance to fight :(And the Boy believed these ppl over her....So my question is, I am bad because my colour but you are good becaus eyour colour, you are Sikh beacsue you are born into sikhi...NO... that isnt Sikhi .. and it never will be....So many people I meet are not what the Gurus wished for them too be, But becaus ethey are Punajbi they feel its THERE right to be Sikh? But if you ask them What is The Khanda? what does it signify? uhhhhghhhhh that ur Brown????NO!!!!!!!!Name the Gurus.....Ughhhhhhhhh ummm that guy and that one and that headless one?????Why you wear a kara? what does it signify?Im sikh, Im brown... we love cRown?What is Kesh? What is Taking Amrit> What is Kesh Dhari Amrit Dhari? What is Sardar? What are the 5 Ks...... Only a hand full will answer...But if they see another with a different shade they are angry and want to destroy them, break them apart.... would it have been different if this girl was Punjabi? Or Indian, Yes.... would her wedding happen in January YES.....Are singhs figetting whom they are? There commitment to sikhi, There appearnce of a Sikh Is there, Unshorn Kesh.... A kirpan even... But s the Inside? The Actions Reflecting a Sardar? A Sikh???? Is A kesh Dhari Singh Given some sort of an Okay too drink? To Curse To cheat To betray, to have unpure thoughts, too To Sexual activitys with a stranger?Is that Sikhi? No, but beacsue He looks Sikh its okay? and that white girl she dont look sIkh so shes the bad guy... And anything bad the singh did musta been the influence of the white girl!Well it was the white girl that SAID i know you trim, the singh denied she bugged him YES you do, You are A Sardar, A king... It is part of your soul... Part of our Gurus, You stop it... It bugs me when i eat, well then you shoudnt look like or Gurus.. Or advertise it and do wrong you are painting the wrong image of sikhitoo the world.. you are sikhi in human form!!It wsa the white girl that said its un proper for a 27 year old singh too be drinking and clubbing, what a role model you are too Sikh youth, its cool too have beard and turban cus you party?????Wrong Message!A Singh Has Respect, Honour, Obediance!But as a white Gilr She was Stoned by a baptized family.... taking Amrit Is to Live and breath and eat Sikhi :(Im just so sad too see that PPl forget the true path of Sikhi......
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 at 5:00pm
You are Born, In Punjab, Or your parents are From Punjab, Or another part of India, Or even you may be born in Canada but are Punajbi-Indian, You see Pictures Hung up on the wall, You see your mother pray, bending down, since you were little, you see her saying words that you can barely understand, you here songs? You dress up and go to a temple, You hear its a Gurdwara...You hear about attacks in India? You here storys about a Warrior? hmmm You know whats his name? That GUY!!!! you light a candle cus your mom says LIGHT IT.... You got a bracelet its silver and wear it around your wrist? meh its a brown thing I guess? You see a chain on your freinds neck, Its a khanda he says means YOUR BROWN and PROUD... its Punjabi thing...You call up a girl/guy friend whats the plan tonight?I was thinking Standard Club? yeahh yeahhhh.... Hey bring that Jell I love it i wanna use it keeps my hair sticking up ALL night! the Hunnys Love it! and Oh yeah that Chicks gonna be there you know the one that gave me favours in the parking lott latstime lol...Hey Girl Bring that Short dress I like, haa ha haa haa member last time i wore it i bent over and you totaly saw my ass?? I was SHITT FACED! lol, ohhh that guys gonna be there you know haa haa from the parking lott....You here a call from the living room, OYE PUTT Idhar ao...Yeah!!!! WHAT im on the PHONE f**k.... ugh gotta go my moms calling shes SO ANNOYING!Oh lol your moms such a dipper... ughhhh make suer you dont smell like dipp or thorka haa ha haa haa No guy will Touch you...WHAT MOM????? I was talking on the phone!Ohff sorry putt I just wanted to see if you wnated supper? you are going out to sleepover at your friends I didnt want you too leave hungry..Ughhhhhh Ill eat at Burgar king, i hate this stinky dipper food!!!Later that Nite...Okay Mom im going out Gimme money....I dont have much putt.... Ughhh PAisa give it too me!!! Call me when you reach safe too your friends house... so I dont worry.Time passes.....So you bring That liquir from home?? YES!!! were gonna get hammered.. ughhh I got us Prime Time Cigars.... yeowwwww party, text the guys see if theyll be there.... ughhh look at my g-string its soo HOTT im gonna get broken of tonight!!Hey bro lets go... did you get your parents car naaa lets take mine didnt you know they got me a Beamer ( BMW ) Ohhh snapppp niggaaaaa thats so dope!!! Lets get sum bottles and drank UP nigga!!!!! Yeah I told my parents gimme money im going to a bday party lol.. oh sooo funny, Ughhh dipper parents are soooo dumb they dont even KNOW!!!!!Later At The Club...WTF look at that FAg Giani withthe Gorey..... haa haa haa ewwww stupid Giani looks like a babbah howd he get her??? WTF Goldigger?WTF look at that Turbanator ewwwwwwwww UNCLE ewwwwwwwww so gross hairy munkee ewww go back too INDAI you dipper FOB... lol lol i can smell him from here ewwwww.... HuH hese with a white Girl??WTF our kind our brown guys are with a white girl????So Months pass, And this white Girl and Sardar are dating.... And fall in love, Both Follow Sikhi, and are ready to marry, they both respect there parents and talk with love and respect and work hard, take care of there homes, both the girl and guy, they are kind, loving, well mannered kids, the female cooks cleans , is good girl.... never talks back to her mom or takes anyhting... and the son is a great SON, works hard, takes care of his family... And the boy and Girl love eachother Too death.... And agree on the life they will live, as Good Sikhs... that follow the rules of HIS parents....No haircutts no revealed hair... No Meat... no bad Just good to maintain the family name....So The Two decide to marry and at first the mother says NO, and the sister ( one ) has resrevations, till this poor inpcentgirl proves herself to be worthy, Now the father says yes, and likes her so it seems and says i want to meet her.... after the sister of the boy sends a letter to the girl claiming NO your not good for eacother you are hanging our brother...Which she never did she pushed him too be a GOOD sSingh and Son, and said we cant hide we cannot shame your family we must aproach them, and be Good sikh kids,So the white girl, writes a letter to her father in law,Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ke FatehSat Sri AkalDearest Papa Ji,I have failed you as a daughter, I have taken a son from his home and brought shame and dissapointment , I am calling myself your daughter yet I have acted as a stranger, I have taken a son and lived a life seperate from yours, I have put my own happyness and pleasures before yours, I have taken a son and kept our relation a secret, I have brought andger and dought upon you, What type of a daughter have been acting like, one that you wouldnt want to claim as your own, I put my selfishness before selflessness, I have taken a son and kept him out late,kept his consentration on all other things then what is to be pput first, What type daughter am I if I put myself and my feelings before my parents, I have not respected my Papa Ji and Dis Hounoured him, A family name i have brought shame too, If all things Maf Kar papa Ji, I am only asking that you put all anger and pain on my shoulders not on your sons, I am a daughter, and daughters should know how to keep a home in peace, I have not done so.I Have told your daughters, my sisters that Before anything I put You, my parents and without there blessings I cannot continue, and will sacrafice My feelings for theres, they asked so youll just walk away, I said Hanji, Its my duty as a daughter, I can close my heart so that YOURS will stay open, Maf Kar papa Ji, We have behaved like un proper Sikh Children, We have dissapointed you in ways we never dreamt to, Please Papaji, I f I promis for all my lives to keep you Happy and to maintain your Honour.... Please Papa Ji Do Not look down upon your son, It was My responsibility Too keep him well, and i have let you down, not him, He is a Man that lives for only one thing, His family, and I as a Daughter broke that.... So If I spend this life in shame, i will accept it, I will accept all burdons and sadness upon myself, Only I place myself at your feet Papa Ji, Begging You to Forgive your son, If Not Me, Then him.... I will keep myself from him, If that is a familys wish, a mothers prayer, I will close my heart.... For I have acted as a daughter that No father would wish for :(An Honour to be your daughter I have lost, A life long dream to live in family full of love I have ruined..... The respect and open arms I prayed for I have closed....Maf Kar Papa Ji, I am asking for your blessings, to live life knowing you have Forgiven your son, and accept our sorrys and our admittance that we have shamed.......I put myself before you, and my kully aswell, YOU Papa ji should have always been placed the highest, and I forgot that as a daughter I am responsible to maintain ur Pride Respect Honour.... Maf Kar Papa Ji...If I promise to keep myself far away, I hope only for the Promise that You will Forgive a Son, that knew no better.... But lost his way... and Now I have returned him, where he Belongs...Maf Kar Papa ji, For all sadness or pain, orlate nites I have kept you wondering and worrying....Maf Kar Ji, all days you looked for your son but he was no where to be found. Maf Kar.....Sat Sri Akal,A shameful and Broken DaughterAfter this letter the father Accepts her and asked the son, " I want too meet her "So she is excited, this boy has come into her home andgot permmission from the girls mother too mary her, they have given themsleves too eachother, so she awaits this Singhs reply, and waits and waits.. The boy says we will marry Jnauary, in few months, shes so happy her mother says you choos your schooling ( money wise ) Or your wedding? She says WEDDING!!!so days go by and nothing, and finaly Friday Nite the singh answers, Yeah what?She says Hunny whats happening please tell me?he says was busy working ( coldly )hunny no no tell me...He says : My brother talked to your ex and you werent engaged he syas YOU LIED TOO ME!!!!! and i saw this thing that your bad on te interenet.....WHAT hunny that was some crazy girl that hated me on facebook group, cus i was white and she wasbrown and thougt white girls were stealing singhs?? but i never did harm too her?? she copys and pastes all that went on in that group, and shows the girls swearing and being mean, and herslef being nice..well were no t meant to be Sorry! ClickSo she calls her ex and he explains that this boy called his home his PARENTS line and harrassed him, about his and her relations, and in front of his parents as a punjabi son he denyed they were enaged...So this white girl is trying so hard too fight that she is not wrong, how can you do this too me???? leave me like this...The girls i mentioned in the beginning those are the ppl that say that this white girl is bad??? and they ARE SIKH, not her...Beacsue why they are born into a sikh home????Yet this whie girl has promoted sikhi in such a way.... and has been a suport for the community and its people, The Sardars and all that the Punjabi community puts down?So this hwite girl got thrown away, and never got a chance to fight :(And the Boy believed these ppl over her....So my question is, I am bad because my colour but you are good becaus eyour colour, you are Sikh beacsue you are born into sikhi...NO... that isnt Sikhi .. and it never will be....So many people I meet are not what the Gurus wished for them too be, But becaus ethey are Punajbi they feel its THERE right to be Sikh? But if you ask them What is The Khanda? what does it signify? uhhhhghhhhh that ur Brown????NO!!!!!!!!Name the Gurus.....Ughhhhhhhhh ummm that guy and that one and that headless one?????Why you wear a kara? what does it signify?Im sikh, Im brown... we love cRown?What is Kesh? What is Taking Amrit> What is Kesh Dhari Amrit Dhari? What is Sardar? What are the 5 Ks...... Only a hand full will answer...But if they see another with a different shade they are angry and want to destroy them, break them apart.... would it have been different if this girl was Punjabi? Or Indian, Yes.... would her wedding happen in January YES.....Are singhs figetting whom they are? There commitment to sikhi, There appearnce of a Sikh Is there, Unshorn Kesh.... A kirpan even... But s the Inside? The Actions Reflecting a Sardar? A Sikh???? Is A kesh Dhari Singh Given some sort of an Okay too drink? To Curse To cheat To betray, to have unpure thoughts, too To Sexual activitys with a stranger?Is that Sikhi? No, but beacsue He looks Sikh its okay? and that white girl she dont look sIkh so shes the bad guy... And anything bad the singh did musta been the influence of the white girl!Well it was the white girl that SAID i know you trim, the singh denied she bugged him YES you do, You are A Sardar, A king... It is part of your soul... Part of our Gurus, You stop it... It bugs me when i eat, well then you shoudnt look like or Gurus.. Or advertise it and do wrong you are painting the wrong image of sikhitoo the world.. you are sikhi in human form!!It wsa the white girl that said its un proper for a 27 year old singh too be drinking and clubbing, what a role model you are too Sikh youth, its cool too have beard and turban cus you party?????Wrong Message!A Singh Has Respect, Honour, Obediance!But as a white Gilr She was Stoned by a baptized family.... taking Amrit Is to Live and breath and eat Sikhi :(Im just so sad too see that PPl forget the true path of Sikhi......
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Ive began to Blog lol...
So it seems ive started to follow this trend of Blogging, now i feel like i have no safe zone or is it the opposite now i am safe... now if im nagry sad happy mad lost found or confused you will all know? isnt it soemthing that through this connection called " INTERNET " you will enter that unlocked door into my home... which in it holds all my belongings, my heart, my mind my soul..
So i welcome you...
So i welcome you...
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