Saturday, September 12, 2009

I wrote this when i was ANGRY or CONFUSED????


What Right Do You Have Being Born Into Sikh Family?

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 at 5:00pm
You are Born, In Punjab, Or your parents are From Punjab, Or another part of India, Or even you may be born in Canada but are Punajbi-Indian, You see Pictures Hung up on the wall, You see your mother pray, bending down, since you were little, you see her saying words that you can barely understand, you here songs? You dress up and go to a temple, You hear its a Gurdwara...You hear about attacks in India? You here storys about a Warrior? hmmm You know whats his name? That GUY!!!! you light a candle cus your mom says LIGHT IT.... You got a bracelet its silver and wear it around your wrist? meh its a brown thing I guess? You see a chain on your freinds neck, Its a khanda he says means YOUR BROWN and PROUD... its Punjabi thing...You call up a girl/guy friend whats the plan tonight?I was thinking Standard Club? yeahh yeahhhh.... Hey bring that Jell I love it i wanna use it keeps my hair sticking up ALL night! the Hunnys Love it! and Oh yeah that Chicks gonna be there you know the one that gave me favours in the parking lott latstime lol...Hey Girl Bring that Short dress I like, haa ha haa haa member last time i wore it i bent over and you totaly saw my ass?? I was SHITT FACED! lol, ohhh that guys gonna be there you know haa haa from the parking lott....You here a call from the living room, OYE PUTT Idhar ao...Yeah!!!! WHAT im on the PHONE f**k.... ugh gotta go my moms calling shes SO ANNOYING!Oh lol your moms such a dipper... ughhhh make suer you dont smell like dipp or thorka haa ha haa haa No guy will Touch you...WHAT MOM????? I was talking on the phone!Ohff sorry putt I just wanted to see if you wnated supper? you are going out to sleepover at your friends I didnt want you too leave hungry..Ughhhhhh Ill eat at Burgar king, i hate this stinky dipper food!!!Later that Nite...Okay Mom im going out Gimme money....I dont have much putt.... Ughhh PAisa give it too me!!! Call me when you reach safe too your friends house... so I dont worry.Time passes.....So you bring That liquir from home?? YES!!! were gonna get hammered.. ughhh I got us Prime Time Cigars.... yeowwwww party, text the guys see if theyll be there.... ughhh look at my g-string its soo HOTT im gonna get broken of tonight!!Hey bro lets go... did you get your parents car naaa lets take mine didnt you know they got me a Beamer ( BMW ) Ohhh snapppp niggaaaaa thats so dope!!! Lets get sum bottles and drank UP nigga!!!!! Yeah I told my parents gimme money im going to a bday party lol.. oh sooo funny, Ughhh dipper parents are soooo dumb they dont even KNOW!!!!!Later At The Club...WTF look at that FAg Giani withthe Gorey..... haa haa haa ewwww stupid Giani looks like a babbah howd he get her??? WTF Goldigger?WTF look at that Turbanator ewwwwwwwww UNCLE ewwwwwwwww so gross hairy munkee ewww go back too INDAI you dipper FOB... lol lol i can smell him from here ewwwww.... HuH hese with a white Girl??WTF our kind our brown guys are with a white girl????So Months pass, And this white Girl and Sardar are dating.... And fall in love, Both Follow Sikhi, and are ready to marry, they both respect there parents and talk with love and respect and work hard, take care of there homes, both the girl and guy, they are kind, loving, well mannered kids, the female cooks cleans , is good girl.... never talks back to her mom or takes anyhting... and the son is a great SON, works hard, takes care of his family... And the boy and Girl love eachother Too death.... And agree on the life they will live, as Good Sikhs... that follow the rules of HIS parents....No haircutts no revealed hair... No Meat... no bad Just good to maintain the family name....So The Two decide to marry and at first the mother says NO, and the sister ( one ) has resrevations, till this poor inpcentgirl proves herself to be worthy, Now the father says yes, and likes her so it seems and says i want to meet her.... after the sister of the boy sends a letter to the girl claiming NO your not good for eacother you are hanging our brother...Which she never did she pushed him too be a GOOD sSingh and Son, and said we cant hide we cannot shame your family we must aproach them, and be Good sikh kids,So the white girl, writes a letter to her father in law,Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ke FatehSat Sri AkalDearest Papa Ji,I have failed you as a daughter, I have taken a son from his home and brought shame and dissapointment , I am calling myself your daughter yet I have acted as a stranger, I have taken a son and lived a life seperate from yours, I have put my own happyness and pleasures before yours, I have taken a son and kept our relation a secret, I have brought andger and dought upon you, What type of a daughter have been acting like, one that you wouldnt want to claim as your own, I put my selfishness before selflessness, I have taken a son and kept him out late,kept his consentration on all other things then what is to be pput first, What type daughter am I if I put myself and my feelings before my parents, I have not respected my Papa Ji and Dis Hounoured him, A family name i have brought shame too, If all things Maf Kar papa Ji, I am only asking that you put all anger and pain on my shoulders not on your sons, I am a daughter, and daughters should know how to keep a home in peace, I have not done so.I Have told your daughters, my sisters that Before anything I put You, my parents and without there blessings I cannot continue, and will sacrafice My feelings for theres, they asked so youll just walk away, I said Hanji, Its my duty as a daughter, I can close my heart so that YOURS will stay open, Maf Kar papa Ji, We have behaved like un proper Sikh Children, We have dissapointed you in ways we never dreamt to, Please Papaji, I f I promis for all my lives to keep you Happy and to maintain your Honour.... Please Papa Ji Do Not look down upon your son, It was My responsibility Too keep him well, and i have let you down, not him, He is a Man that lives for only one thing, His family, and I as a Daughter broke that.... So If I spend this life in shame, i will accept it, I will accept all burdons and sadness upon myself, Only I place myself at your feet Papa Ji, Begging You to Forgive your son, If Not Me, Then him.... I will keep myself from him, If that is a familys wish, a mothers prayer, I will close my heart.... For I have acted as a daughter that No father would wish for :(An Honour to be your daughter I have lost, A life long dream to live in family full of love I have ruined..... The respect and open arms I prayed for I have closed....Maf Kar Papa Ji, I am asking for your blessings, to live life knowing you have Forgiven your son, and accept our sorrys and our admittance that we have shamed.......I put myself before you, and my kully aswell, YOU Papa ji should have always been placed the highest, and I forgot that as a daughter I am responsible to maintain ur Pride Respect Honour.... Maf Kar Papa Ji...If I promise to keep myself far away, I hope only for the Promise that You will Forgive a Son, that knew no better.... But lost his way... and Now I have returned him, where he Belongs...Maf Kar Papa ji, For all sadness or pain, orlate nites I have kept you wondering and worrying....Maf Kar Ji, all days you looked for your son but he was no where to be found. Maf Kar.....Sat Sri Akal,A shameful and Broken DaughterAfter this letter the father Accepts her and asked the son, " I want too meet her "So she is excited, this boy has come into her home andgot permmission from the girls mother too mary her, they have given themsleves too eachother, so she awaits this Singhs reply, and waits and waits.. The boy says we will marry Jnauary, in few months, shes so happy her mother says you choos your schooling ( money wise ) Or your wedding? She says WEDDING!!!so days go by and nothing, and finaly Friday Nite the singh answers, Yeah what?She says Hunny whats happening please tell me?he says was busy working ( coldly )hunny no no tell me...He says : My brother talked to your ex and you werent engaged he syas YOU LIED TOO ME!!!!! and i saw this thing that your bad on te interenet.....WHAT hunny that was some crazy girl that hated me on facebook group, cus i was white and she wasbrown and thougt white girls were stealing singhs?? but i never did harm too her?? she copys and pastes all that went on in that group, and shows the girls swearing and being mean, and herslef being nice..well were no t meant to be Sorry! ClickSo she calls her ex and he explains that this boy called his home his PARENTS line and harrassed him, about his and her relations, and in front of his parents as a punjabi son he denyed they were enaged...So this white girl is trying so hard too fight that she is not wrong, how can you do this too me???? leave me like this...The girls i mentioned in the beginning those are the ppl that say that this white girl is bad??? and they ARE SIKH, not her...Beacsue why they are born into a sikh home????Yet this whie girl has promoted sikhi in such a way.... and has been a suport for the community and its people, The Sardars and all that the Punjabi community puts down?So this hwite girl got thrown away, and never got a chance to fight :(And the Boy believed these ppl over her....So my question is, I am bad because my colour but you are good becaus eyour colour, you are Sikh beacsue you are born into sikhi...NO... that isnt Sikhi .. and it never will be....So many people I meet are not what the Gurus wished for them too be, But becaus ethey are Punajbi they feel its THERE right to be Sikh? But if you ask them What is The Khanda? what does it signify? uhhhhghhhhh that ur Brown????NO!!!!!!!!Name the Gurus.....Ughhhhhhhhh ummm that guy and that one and that headless one?????Why you wear a kara? what does it signify?Im sikh, Im brown... we love cRown?What is Kesh? What is Taking Amrit> What is Kesh Dhari Amrit Dhari? What is Sardar? What are the 5 Ks...... Only a hand full will answer...But if they see another with a different shade they are angry and want to destroy them, break them apart.... would it have been different if this girl was Punjabi? Or Indian, Yes.... would her wedding happen in January YES.....Are singhs figetting whom they are? There commitment to sikhi, There appearnce of a Sikh Is there, Unshorn Kesh.... A kirpan even... But s the Inside? The Actions Reflecting a Sardar? A Sikh???? Is A kesh Dhari Singh Given some sort of an Okay too drink? To Curse To cheat To betray, to have unpure thoughts, too To Sexual activitys with a stranger?Is that Sikhi? No, but beacsue He looks Sikh its okay? and that white girl she dont look sIkh so shes the bad guy... And anything bad the singh did musta been the influence of the white girl!Well it was the white girl that SAID i know you trim, the singh denied she bugged him YES you do, You are A Sardar, A king... It is part of your soul... Part of our Gurus, You stop it... It bugs me when i eat, well then you shoudnt look like or Gurus.. Or advertise it and do wrong you are painting the wrong image of sikhitoo the world.. you are sikhi in human form!!It wsa the white girl that said its un proper for a 27 year old singh too be drinking and clubbing, what a role model you are too Sikh youth, its cool too have beard and turban cus you party?????Wrong Message!A Singh Has Respect, Honour, Obediance!But as a white Gilr She was Stoned by a baptized family.... taking Amrit Is to Live and breath and eat Sikhi :(Im just so sad too see that PPl forget the true path of Sikhi......

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